*COSTCO RUN, WALMART & MICHAEL STORE* AIR FRYER!!!!!
Dec 19, 2018
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NbtD_a11ssU

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so we are actually we have been chillin
around the house all morning the kids
have been playing we watched boss baby
twice some fights this morning you guys
toys yes I think I could probably say
word for word like that movie is all
about but you know the funny thing is is
I think this morning was the first more
I actually sat and watched the whole
movie like it's played multiple times
open the TV with my kids but I just
never ever ever sit and watch it I just
never had the time so this morning
because I was sitting in just chilling
with the kids and they were playing and
watching the movie and stuff I actually
sat and watched it for the first time so
I was like oh this is kind of an
interesting movie that's right no no no
bring this back to mommy so now since we
have been up for quite a while while
we've been up for multiple hours Ollie
had to go off to work this morning and
go take care of some stuff and now he is
on his way back and we are headed to
Costco and then we got to go to Walmart
Costco so we are executive members let
me see if I can show you if you have
this Lobby rolling out if you have a
card like this from Costco it's an
executive member thing what happens is
throughout the year when you're making
purchases and stuff they take a
percentage and you get a check at the
end of the year back so we ended up
getting a really good refund which we're
really shocked I mean usually it just
every year depends because it depends on
how much you like make purchases through
Costco and the thing with Costco is we
do use Costco quite a bit for a lot of
our
purchases on mic because we get like our
laundry soap there we get our softener I
believe there and then we get like our
meat from there so I mean we do spend a
good amount of money every single month
from on Costco so anyways we received
our yearly check our reef kickback or
whatever it's called check and so we are
gonna actually go to Costco and go look
at plate sets and bowls because the
plate set that we have we have had
pretty much well I want to say we got it
the month that Ali came here from Egypt
so we have had it for nine and a half
years almost well no let me see eight
years we've had him and I mean that's
going through Maya plus these two plus
us so I mean we've lost quite a few
throughout the year you know from just
being dropped or chipped or whatever and
so last night when I was eating dinner
on my one plate I know it was a huge
gash in it and I'm like like a chip mark
and I'm like okay this one's gonna have
to go to the garbage because I'm not
gonna go and accidentally hand that to
one of the kids and then slice their
finger so all he was talking to me this
morning is like well why don't we just
go to Costco and take that check since
it's it's something that we don't
normally have why don't we go and put
that on a dish set and I'm like you know
that's actually a really good idea so
that is what we are going to do is go
and look at their dish sets we have cups
and stuff like that like we get our cups
opposite from the set that we have this
said that we have honestly I believe it
came from Walmart that's where I think I
got it from a the box that came from
Walmart and I want to say it was like a
Black Friday thing because I yeah it was
cuz I got it in November and then he
came that January so I mean literally
it's is it's been a good sang but can
you stop but I think we're down to like
five plates and like maybe six or seven
bowls and yeah that clearly is not
enough when you've got to feel my five
just saying
so anyways and I mean the kids usually I
have their plastic bowls and stuff but
even that like I don't know what has
happened to all of their utensils and
everything because like I guess the
dishwasher eats it when we put it into
wash because I swear they're both down
to like one plate each literally I could
probably count maybe three spoons and
two forks that they have left and I
bought like multiple packs of plastic
forks and spoons and we are down to zero
so get the vinyl and then I need to get
a shower curtain and shower hooks
because I don't know if I told you guys
or not but I would say about two weeks
ago I accidentally slipped on the shower
curtain and yeah there with the whole
show let's shower curtain and everything
so I've got like a half hanging shower
curtain hanging in my bathroom one it
looks really tacky a little when you
walk in and there's like half hang
shower curtain I took the other part of
my shower curtain off to wash it because
it's a fabric washer of fabric shower
curtain and this time I'm just gonna get
a see-through plastic one and call it
good for now because I just not into the
whole fabric thingy right now so I need
to do that and then oh I wanted to look
at the plastic bowls and spoons for the
kids because they're down to nothing and
I think that's it so anyways but I'm
just waiting on Ollie to get home he
should be home here any time he called
me earlier and said he was on his way so
he should be pulling in and then we're
gonna head out so once we get to
oh no once we get to Winco I will check
in with you guys and show you the
different sets that they have I'm hoping
they have something that you know I mean
I have a kind of a theme that I do with
my kitchen which is the roosters but I
don't know I'm kind of I feel like kind
of branching out from the roosters and
just like doing more of like a country I
don't know I don't know where I'm going
with my theme but then again I really
I'm thinking of doing like a solid color
because if and when we do move I'm not
gonna do a theme in any part of my house
like I'm not doing any certain type of
thing it's all gonna be just the country
vibe so I'm not gonna do like roosters
or anything like that like I'm just
gonna kind of wing that stuff out and do
more of like a country country vibe so
anyways I don't know why that count
popped up uh but once we get to Costco I
will check in with you guys and let you
see what we see okay so I just went in
and they had no way that would even be
worth me purchasing now I'm looking for
my anyways they have like no
okay I do not see him he says do you see
me
where are you husband they had like some
iron on roof but whatsoever that would
be worth it and honestly I think it's
gonna be more sense if we do it through
work the other way so I think I'm gonna
head to Michael's after Costco and see
what we can find from there I need to
call my husband find out where he is
that you tell your husband to come pick
you up
you tell him to come on the right side I
told him to get him out on the grocery
side and actually I'm in the home and
pharmacy side oops
so no I get to walk back on this side
come back anyways so now we are gonna go
to Costco go look at the fish that get
in from the Gator we will go to
Michael's and see what I can find
there okay so we're actually at remember
I said we were looking for like but I
don't see that they even have any like
actual dish sets here which is kind of
uh uh-uh-uh no which is kind of
discerning I mean it's just but I just
got out of Walmart and my like bottom of
my legs started hurting really bad so I
am in a cart proud to say it but it's
just because I want to be able to look
and see what they have they have these
are $9.99
those are nice those are really the
serving size I think it's a dud they
don't have like any dish sets
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that's the one we have at home right now
almost $24.99 and I say we had gotten
like two sets of those flasher sure so
they have a freight now at Bosco they
have the air fryer for nan nan da da dun
Inanna so we are gonna get that so they
had the air prayer on sell and it's
something I've been like I've been
watching for a little bit like
eyeballing and I've like seen other
youtubers that I follow use the air
fryer a lot so I've told only that is
something that I've really have been
like watching and now that it's on
actual sell I was like why not just take
the fun almost ran into something take
the plunge
go ahead and buy it so we are we need to
get yeah yeah we need to get a few more
little like just stuff that for the
house like food wise I can't wait until
their mangoes come back up because Mike
and we're getting all his soda and let
me tell you it is really hard driving
through this section right now
because I am lying sada really bad I
don't know what my problem's been the
last couple of weeks but I'm wanting it
and I'm not gonna do it I am NOT doing
it I'm gonna stand firm but soda sounds
so good like an ice cold point to just
to be naughty
but I'll behave I suppose anyways what
are you guys to get when you guys come
to Costco fill me in tell me we do a lot
of grocery shopping here though
but because like I was saying we get to
our meat stuff like that from here these
are always really good in price so we
always get that and we always get our
blueberry muffins but not today
not empty nor anything at yawn oh let me
get out of this action
they've got it's hard
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question what makes a organic turkey
we'll see difference between a turkey in
an organic turkey is that what they eat
that make some organic clearly can't
breathe them into organic I've never
heard of an organic turkey
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Wow Wow learn something Bob and know
that that was even a thing
until now and into the next section of
the wonderful story this has helped
being in the cart right now because my
like I said my leg was starting to
really bother me anyways so we're just
getting like laundry soap these are eyes
look at this little kitty it's the size
of my head anyways it's full of those
little chocolates those are my kids as
favorite and when Ali's mom was here
from Egypt
we gave her those and she put him in her
room so every time the kids would go
into her room she would give them a
chocolate which it wasn't s her cos s
her was little but Omar like he because
he didn't know her at the beginning so
that was like the thing that bonded them
was the chocolate so now that's like a
special thing with us is the chocolate
and him with her
he loves it yes so now we are heading
out that way we can go from here to my
calls
cuz I gotta go look at the vinyl
and get that so I can start my checks
yeah look at these things look look look
when we drive by I'll show you
but they're really good but I won't eat
them this here because um yeah clearly
me does not need all and like I was
saying you know I'm really struggling
right now with with me wanting soda and
since I haven't had soda since July it's
been really hard but I am NOT going to
give in to my temptation I'm going to
retain myself no no no no I don't want
that I just dropped everybody off see my
kids are not in the car they're out in
the house plain because it is freezing
it's only 42 degrees among my kiddos
outside playing but they are in the
house playing with their sibling and
their father or while I go to the store
um guess I made a snarky comment I just
dropped him off because like I was
telling you guys earlier Walmart just
they did not have vinyl like I wanted I
thought they were gonna have a better
selection I thought looking at the
picture that all we had taken that it
was a better selection but in reality it
wasn't so I am hoping and praying them
Michaels will be better to choose from
and yeah so I'm on my way to Michael's I
stopped holy had asked me before I love
to go to Michael's if I had stopped
again I'm a Red Bull cuz he wanted to
one and it's already 420 he hasn't had a
Red Bull so yeah this is gonna be great
my husband's gonna drink a Red Bull and
then be up all night long washing he did
not get a coffee today and you know I'm
really cool of it because I am you know
yesterday it was a letdown for me
because you know the coffee's that
Starbucks are five five twenty five and
that's expensive when you're not
drinking them and literally like I was
smelling you guys last night I literally
drink like a fourth of it like there was
still pretty much all whole coffee left
and I wasted it that's a lot of money I
mean literally a lot of money just be
throwing down and I do that a whole lot
because I don't let the kids drink the
coffee that I get from Starbucks very
long time and like let them have like a
sip or something but because it does
contain caffeine and I do not let my
kids have caffeine so they clearly don't
need any more any more help with energy
so I
I didn't get one today I was just like
there's no point I'm not gonna go and
spin you know five bucks on so yeah I'm
not gonna probably finish so that was
really thirsty though at Walmart and I
completely forgot to give you water so
sad like every corner I'm going by I'm
seeing so many homeless people and it's
just breaking my heart because I just I
so wished that I was in a position where
I could open up a homeless shelter and
house as many people as possible like
really
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sorry I was driving by the there's like
a homeless camp that is just like
started up over here and I'm debating I
know that Olli has like a whole bunch of
like sweat jackets and stuff like that
and sweat pants that he he can't wear
anymore like he he has just got him and
he's had him like hanging in the closet
for at least a good almost two years and
for some reason he's just been really
like on my heart too like fine homeless
people because of like I mean you guys
know this that homeless people are
they're my jam like that's where my
heart is that I wish I could do so much
for homeless people and I know right now
it is so cold here in Salem and it just
tears me up inside when I see all these
people like hunched over under blankets
trying to keep us warm as possible we do
not have warming or warming centers here
in Salem we do but they will not open up
a warming Center here in Salem which i
think is completely us and it makes me
so angry and I wish I wish I wish I had
the money because I would do it in a
heartbeat too
um I love how people completely block an
intersection like yeah no I'm not trying
to get there or anything socially when
it's traffic time right now anyways but
you know if I had some money and I know
there's so much more to it but I would
open up shelters and you know warming
systems and you know I have even gone to
bed and cried myself to sleep
a few nights because I feel so bad for
these people that are so less fortunate
you know they have nothing but anyways
here in Salem they have warming center
centers but they will not open up a
warming Center until we've had three
nights in a row under 27 degrees you
guys 27 degrees three nights in a row it
has to be that before they will open up
but warnings in her could you believe
that but here yet these people that run
these centers are able to be at home
under there nice for blankies and cane
mills and sitting on their warm couch
under you know warm oh my god don't even
get me started but anyways yeah just
makes me so angry like I just wish there
was so much
and my hands are tied because of course
I'm not a millionaire I wish I was just
to be able to help people I would take
all my millions and put it to cards
charities and places I to put money to
help people that are unfortunate because
it's just how I am but anyways
Olly has a whole bunch of clothes that
we're gonna be going through because
we're gonna be sitting out and basically
decluttering tons of stuff to in order
to make room for like my business stuff
and I think I'm going to bag it all up
and take it down to this homeless camp
that just opened up or started I don't
know I'm waiting for you know Salem to
go through and clear them out because
that's what they do make a move to
another location because there's just so
many places for them to sleep because
there's so many shelters around Salem
you know really there's not
but anyways take these warm jackets and
sweat pants and take them to these
people that he does really use it right
now you know really so I think I'm gonna
work on that tomorrow
with him make him sit down and do it
with me because of course I want him to
be a part of it because it's something
that we are gonna do together why did I
come this way anyways so I'm thinking
about do you not because
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it's kind of funny because my mom she
actually just got asked to be put on the
board for the Raisa Center up where she
lives
my mom's got a heart for that type of
Industry to of helping people that are
homeless and don't have things and you
know we just don't eat it at me and all
they just don't eat it like three trash
bags full of clothes to them to the
families where my mom lives for kids
that need more clothes and pajamas and
things because these are things on my
kids don't fit in anymore and I don't
want to give it to Goodwill because the
thing with goodwill is they go and they
sell these items and I feel sometimes
you know especially the last time I went
into Goodwill which it's been a while
because I swore I would not go back to
God well again because it made me so mad
when I was looking at just vases and the
vases were anywhere from $5.99 to
seriously like $14 and I'm like Goodwill
really come on now I can go to Walmart
and get him the same thing if not bigger
for cheaper so I was just like you know
that's kind of greedy on good was you
know behalf and
so I decided I was not gonna ever get my
stuff to Goodwill because yeah people
shop at Goodwill because they can you
know they can't afford to go and shop at
these other stores but then it's almost
like walmart has shirts for like $3 you
know like the kids section where you
know good well it's like hello you get
you look at a shirt and it's like five
six seven dollars and I'm like are you
kidding me like I would never pay seven
dollars for a secondhand shirt that I
could go and get brand new from another
store for cheaper so I was just you know
it would really put a nasty taste in my
mouth with goodwill and so with that I
will not ever donate to Goodwill again
or to any like Value Village and none of
those I will take that stuff to the
homeless camps homeless shelters and
things like that because to me that's
giving to people that honest to god
made these items and could never go even
into a goodwill worth value village or a
thrift store in that manner and buy
something cuz they don't have the money
so anyways I'm gonna go ahead and do
that I'm gonna get all these stuff
together right just like I said I just
give the kids a stuff away when don't
see homeless kids god I'm glad I don't
because I apologize left of nothing
keep them where they're safe and warm
and tell their parents you know could
get on their feet and you don't be able
to take care of them because no child
nobody deserves to be on the street up
here where they are but you know kids
that's so innocent you know but anyways
I'm gonna
I mean I don't even know really I have
anything because I wish I would have
thought about this before I start which
I did give quite a bit of my stuff away
to a few people that are plus-sized that
can obviously afford you know because
plus ice close one they're hard to come
by
- can you come by him they're expensive
so I think I'm just
I'm gonna go through all these and just
do the men's for right now because like
just a little bit ago when I drove by
that homeless camp there's a lady
standing there in shorts and a tank top
and flip-flops my total summer summer
gear I'm like we're at 42 degrees and
you are in summer gear like honey that's
that's telling me something because
nobody in the right mind would be
wearing that if they had clothes that
were warm so Amy who now I am on my way
towards Kaiser to go to Michael's and
then tonight Olli was gonna make chili
feed chili cheese sandwiches but I was
actually gonna do chili cheese salad
but
then we decided not to make that tonight
and we're just gonna actually bake
alfredo with tortellini which sounds
really good
surely it's probably gonna be pretty
high calories but he is gonna do it with
bread like he'll have garlic bread and
stuff
I won't that's that's a little little
too far but I'm hoping to get a workout
in tonight if all else works the way
it's supposed to it's already 4:40 just
by the time I go to the store and get
back home it might be kind of pushed in
time so I don't know I'm hoping to get
something another thing I wanted to
address to everybody I've had a few
comments and I've gotta keep a few
messages
particularly probably right around the
same people that have made a few of the
comments and I'm not okay please please
please please please please do not take
this offensively I'm not meaning this to
be mean rude just I'm really not trying
to be about okay but I'm definitely just
responding to the messages that I have
received one is about my business and I
kind of explained it the other day
yesterday I believe but here's the thing
I am so excited for my business
and I was asked how much
how much like practice have I had how
much experience do I have doing these
items I that I've showed that I can do
and my honest answer is not I've never
owned a machine I've never done it
I've watched hundreds of hours of
tutorials on it just like I watched
hundreds of torqued hours of tutorials
on sewing I taught myself how to turn on
the machine and so a complete purse
within the first week that I touched it
was there mess-ups of course there was
less there items I had to toss because
they were too screwed up yeah there was
I am NOT a liar I'm not somebody to fake
what I can do but this is something that
I want to do and I'm going to do it
there will be mistakes just like if any
business that starts up there's always
kinks that have to be ironed out that's
running a business like you're never
gonna flip a switch and say I'm owning a
business and have it run 100% without
nothing happening like that's just not
even that's just not even a realistic
thing like I'm expecting to have to
throw shirts away I'm expecting to have
to throw things away because that's part
of owning a business but here's the
thing
I am so ambitious about it I am so
passionate about it and I am so on fire
about it that I can promise you that I
will do everything I can to perfect
myself the best I can
with all that I do so yes the answer is
no I have no experience at this point
but I'm going to learn how to do this
and the person said well it can take up
to months to learn these things yeah it
really could I could take anybody years
to master something but everybody's
different that's why we're all
individuals every individual learns at
their own task every individual takes
their learning differently some pick up
on things quick just like I mean I would
I was taught how to crochet and I still
do not know the first thing about
crocheting and I've had people sit down
and teach me multiple times I just did
not have the fingers nor the hands or
the patience to figure it out and to
learn it it wasn't something I was
really really really into however sewing
I had not one person sit down and teach
me nothing about sewing i sat myself
down in front of my computer with my
printer and we are was with my sewing
machine and some fabric and I went toad
town and I figured it out I was patient
I was ready and willing and I did it
that is the thing about being an
individual
everybody does it different so one
person may take years another person can
pick it up overnight just like driving
just like reading just like schooling
it's all different some people have the
niche for youtubing some people don't
some people can pick it up within a
heartbeat
other people struggle at it everybody is
different don't put me on
a task has everybody else because I'm
not everybody else I'm Amy and what I do
with myself and my business I can
guarantee you is not gonna be the same
that anybody else has done because I'm
my own individual so that's to answer
that one I
yes I'm answering it with a little bit
of irritation because it makes me mad
that people second-guess my ability to
be able to do something the way I want
to do it and the way that I can do it
and I will do it so everybody please be
patient and watch how I do things
I will show you guys just like with my
nails it's the same thing some people
went to school and have gone to school
multiple multiple multiple times and
have taken hours of training and can't
pick it up I took a year of training for
everything face smells hair boxing
facials you name it I would just go for
it
can I master hair hell no can I do nails
yeah I can I could sit down and probably
do nails at a salon and if they didn't
have to see a certificate I'd probably
get away with just them thinking I could
do my nails are genell's everybody is
different if you've got the passion for
it you can master it so please do not
question my ability until I can prove
otherwise
second thing that I need to discuss is
oh of course there's gonna be no parking
really the second thing I need to bring
up is my parent team you guys and when I
see you guys I ain't talking about
everybody okay I am talking to the ones
that's sucking just my parent team my
kids are my number one in all things
that I do I love my babies absolute the
moon in back I value parenting I value
mothering I value the the joy that I get
in being a mother I value every part of
the aspects I was told today will you
changed so much since you started being
a youtuber you know the same person that
you were you are narcissistic you're
this you're that witch that's
everybody's opinion and I and I will say
that I've changed I've changed a lot
since I started I didn't have the
confidence that I have today as a
youtuber I don't believe that I've gone
down in my attitude throw my purse over
I guess I should probably put
okay where you at um do I think that
I've changed since I started youtubing I
do I think that everybody does overtime
I think that's just part of again being
a youtuber and why are my lights on the
way off hold on um I think that's part
of being a youtuber is I think that
everybody goes through their beginning
stage down to their stage of their
channel and there's different steps and
I will say with myself because I can
only speak for myself that I feel like
I've gotten more confidence with my
channel and with myself being a youtuber
that I don't second-guess my ability
because
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please what is up with their carts this
is the clearance aisle holy cannoli
I never knew they had this before this
whole set started as twenty bucks no no
no no I mean I'm like are you serious oh
my gosh this is so pretty
monogrammed which they are our own our
I'd pick it up in a heartbeat
how cool though
so tonight this is what I was trying to
figure out what to get and when I say
they have tons of different options
that's exactly what I was trying to show
you guys look at all the colors the
options of what kind brands prices you
name it I bet you there was probably
over 50 different things to choose from
yes I stood there almost overwhelmed at
all the different options
definitely very exciting to see what all
different colors I will come up with at
some given time but I just wanted to
show you guys all the different colors
that they have in the different brands
and things like that
I was thirsty
second of all you guys as I just showed
you there is so somebody there is so
many choices of vinyl oh my gosh like I
am not even kidding you I stood there
for over an hour and I am so lost that
what to buy like I honest-to-god have no
clue what I am doing when it comes to
picking vinyl like rope that was a lot
to choose from but I figured it out I
nicely ran into a lady she's a
schoolteacher and she has a cricket -
and oh my god she was such a big help to
me like she just stood there and just
like helped me like told me like the
different brands and you know what works
here and what does this and then she
gave me two websites to check out
and she said that actually those are
cheaper than buying it from there so I
got a few just cuz I don't want it just
to you know be able to play with my
machine and like I told you guys you
know I I've never done this I've never
you know played even with my machine so
I want to get familiar with it
I don't doubt myself she said you know
when she even said she said you know I'm
not a very creative person I honestly
this machine like intimidated me before
I pulled it out of the box and she's
like and you know what the minute I
pulled it out of the box and I just sat
down with it she's like and you make
your first craft
she's like honest to god it is so easy
and so fun
she's like you will love it if you're a
crafter I'm a crafter that's what I do I
can sit and come up with things off the
top of my head clearly that just you
know is something I can just do so with
that I have no I have no second guesses
that I cannot do this but what was hard
was the amount of choices like they have
like so many different choices of vinyl
on iron-ons permanence removable I was
just like okay and what do I choose so
again she was there she helped me she
was like you know does this vinyl
she's like you definitely get it she's
like don't let it don't let Apple you
know it's just like I needed that I
needed after hearing my comment today
for my channel it was like I needed that
extra
encouragement and support like you got
this and she doesn't even know who I am
but she clearly looked at me and was
like you're gonna do this and you're
gonna do a good job of it so it made me
feel really good so now I am on my way
home I am racing home because I was
standing there all of a sudden my
platter said hello Amy
you need to go to the bathroom oMG and I
was not about to leave my card I don't
do that
he had Stan that and you guys know
public restroom so amy is like so I am
now on my way home to go to the bathroom
and I'm gonna look at those web sites
tonight I'm really excited she said that
there are a lot cheaper if you do it
that way because of you bought by him in
bulk but again there was like so much
like there was like Disney Prince and
sticker pages that you can make sticker
pretty much oh that's not well clearly
what I was doing but you know there's so
many things you can do okay buddy and I
really don't think doing this is I'm
driving at night I can't see nothing
anyways but I was just really really
really excited too
get just the things that I did get it's
like yeah it's coming together I am so
excited and like I said I'm gonna look
at that website and see if maybe there
will be cheating or colors because I
mean there was all the colors like there
was matte colors there was holographic
colors there was glitter colors there
was quality colors I mean there was
again so many to choose from
but I was just like whoa so I definitely
know I need to look at my variety you
know my broad span of what I you know
shooting to make and then you know go
from there so I'm excited though I am so
excited
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but that you know people probably think
like my god she's never ever ever ever
but how are you are you doing just
pulling it in front of people dude swear
just so they can get a little bit of a
quickie you know to get in there we're
just gonna cut people off but you know
when something else I was thinking about
while I was driving home or when I was
in the store is you know everybody only
sees a very short amount of snips in my
day and a lot of times you guys will
only catch a lot of my vlogging when I'm
in my car because I
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really need to get over because it's
everybody anyways but you guys only see
snippets of my day like you guys don't
see every minute of my day
you know there's 24 hours in a day and
my vlogs are usually about 30 minutes
sometimes you guys get an hour you know
an hour vlog but majority of my day you
guys only get about 25 to 30 minutes so
that's not a lot of time and you have to
really remember that when I go on camera
I have to be covered so 9 out of 10 when
I go on camera I do a lot of my vlogging
when we're in our car because
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anyways but you know a lot of times when
I do my vlogging I do it when I'm out so
it looks like my god I'm never home my
kids are always off to their car seats
and that's why they're screaming all the
time no let me give you guys a little
just insight my kids automatically start
crying the minute we put them in the car
seats because they want food food snacks
it is a bad habit that we did when they
were littler and we are breaking them
from it a lot if we give them things
like today we you know we had gotten
oranges at Costco so we are giving them
oranges you know we're really working on
not giving them candy and stuff when
they're in the car and if we do then
it's very far in between though trying
to do that no saying it's always gonna
be that way but that's what we're trying
to promote with our kids but as soon as
they get the car they're wanting
crackers they want chips they want
suckers they want you know but that's in
our bag because we started it with them
but now we're trying to break the habit
so it seems like my gosh you know her
kids do nothing but screaming crying the
car our poor babies they're always
locked in their car seats no no they are
not always locked in their car seat when
I do a lot of my blogging is when I am
out because I am dressed down when I am
in my home I do not have to be dressed
down so a lot of times I don't grab my
my camera and star video we are vlogging
because I have to get dressed down and
sometimes I I clearly just don't want to
do it I don't want to get dressed down
because when I'm home I wear shorts and
tank Thompson you know yeah I'm
comfortable that's how I'm comfortable
at home
um and so I have to be very cautious
when I go to do my lobbying that I'm not
being like you know that I'm that I'm
covered and all that so 910 I do a mola
Jordi of my vlogging outside when I'm
out but I'm already dressed to go and
I'm covered and I'm ready to be on
camera so when my kids are in the car
seat yeah it definitely does look like I
am walking them always in their car seat
but I promise you they are not being
left in their car seat all the time you
know a lot of times I'm home with the
kids and if it's not me home then Ali's
home with them just like tonight you
know he told me go go to Michael's go
look around go you know you go have you
time and I was so grateful I was like
huh thank you you know I'm you know a
nice little break so please sorry I
gotta go to bathroom use a sore ass
toilet seat here soon and so anyways I
just you know I just wanted to let you
guys you know in on that that it's not
that my kids are always in the car and
that we're always in the car seat it's
just I do a lot of my vlogging when we
are out because I'm covered already I I
do definitely at the beginning of the
year that's one of my new year's
resolutions is to really try and do even
more vlogging but inside my home you
know more insight of what we're doing
but it's not always easy because I don't
always I don't always have my clothes to
where I'm proper to be on camera you
know because I like I said I always run
around with either shorts and tank tops
or you know a pajama dress or whatever
it is that I'm you know I'm wearing and
I don't feel like going and putting on
my head
my pants and my shirt or whatever it is
I just don't want to do that so in
return I just continuing to do what I'm
doing in life so I just wanted to dress
that because they didn't want people to
see that as something as a negative
thing and maybe people more people have
that question and I just wanted to
clarify that again I don't mind people
bringing on my parenting style I don't
mind people asking questions I thought I
don't get offended by that you know and
clearly by now I hope you guys would
know that you know I did how I did have
somebody tell me that they done cept for
my channel just because they you know
they feel like my kids are screaming and
crying all the time it's annoying and
you know they are just annoyed by my
channel and then I'm a total different
person today than I was when I very
first started my channel and I will 100%
agree with you on all of it my kids do
whine a lot they do and you know again
it's a work in progress
I'm working on it so is only you know
but our children are only two and three
they're little sometimes this is how
they can communicate because sometimes
they get frustrated and they don't know
how to communicate any differently than
just a cry because that's how they
communicate and so I just you know it's
it's a work in progress we're working on
it
me changing since the beginning of my
channel you are right I have changed
tremendously I have gone through a lot
of healing I have gone through a lot of
flirting myself and you know only myself
and you know this is now my channels
completely my dynamic of my channel has
changed immensely because before it was
a me on the go
so it was shopping halls which I'm not
saying I won't do those like I still
want to do them but this is more than
just shopping halls and you know this is
become a de vlog channel meaning you
guys are seeing my days through all of
it and so you know of course I am a
different person because you are not
just seeing me shopping now you see my
days and you know I am not a pretend
person I am NOT a fake person I don't
have a fake voice I don't have a fake
blink in my eye I don't have a blog I am
exactly you see I am and that's who I am
I don't feel disrespectful to anybody I
would hope that you guys wouldn't feel
that I'm being disrespectful and you
know very diligent with the way that I
talk to people and that I try to be as
respectful and courteous to everybody
and all of your guys's opinions I hear
many opinions throughout the day because
you think about it I mean my channel at
this point is 752 sounds and I pray that
my channel continues to grow but you
think about how many people would share
with me their opinion every single day
through comments and emails and I can't
change my life to fit everybody's
opinion of how I should live or how my
family should be I do definitely read
everybody's you know opinions I respond
to everybody's opinions the best I can
but you know I also pick what I feel
will fit with my family and then there's
some things that I may not hundred
percent agree doesn't mean that I think
you're a bad person for having those
opinions I respect that you have those
opinions and I respect that you have the
right to share those things with me
because I'm sharing my life with you and
I would only expect that to be part of
the response back but please keep in
mind that I've got you know at least 100
messages if not plus more a day that I
read through and if I am expected to
take everybody's opinions of how I
should live life I would never have my
own life because I would be trying to
fit my my puzzle piece into everybody
else's puzzle and it will never fit
because my puzzle piece is for my puzzle
at home my family so and I could take a
little bit of everybody's puzzle and put
it in my puzzle piece
but it doesn't mean it's gonna be able
to identify who I am as a person because
this is who I am and this is my family
and I appreciate everybody's opinion and
I validate everybody's opinion and I
love hearing everybody's opinion because
everybody has amazing ideas but please
please please do not take it offensively
if you share with me something and you
don't see me go and apply it to my
family it's not that I don't appreciate
or believe or listen to what you have to
say but I can't take everybody's
opinions and feelings and put them into
action because then I would be so busy
trying to always live up to everybody
else's expectations I would never have
time to live up from my own so anyways
with that said I've got to go to the
bathroom but I just pulled into the
house so I'm gonna close my vlog so I
can go home or go home go in go to the
bathroom and chillax for a minute and
eat some dinner
but I hope you guys had a wonderful day
I hope you guys enjoyed this vlog and
understand what I was saying and I will
check in with you guys tomorrow bright
and shiny in the morning
